Crushed.Heart broken.

Im depressed , like really sad. And why is that so? God knows.

Everything is just do fcked up. 7 people in my life are telling me to stay away from you. 7 people in my life are telling me that ur not worth my time. 7 people in my life are asking me to just leave you. This 7 people said that i have better friends. But its hard for me to let you go. I've meet you since form one and its not like i hate you or anything, but ur action is hurting me in many ways. I could not belive that you did not stand by my side . Even after school's over, i cant belive that you did not wait for me. Im only asking for 5 minutes. 5 MINUTES OF UR LIFE. I could not belive that you werent hanging around with me on my birthday. Infact you were SOMEWHERE else doing something else. Everyone was pist and throwing all the comments about you to me, and yet i stood strongly. If you thing ur bloody friends are better, leave me. Go to them. No one is stopping you. I just feel so lost and sad. When you went out, i knew everything even if you did not tell me. I know what you do behind me, where you go and with who. Its not like im stopping you from doing it. But its like, i never knew that u wont tell me. I think you better of without me. I think you know who you are. Im just telling you, tell me if there is something going on. Im still waiting. Your not late YET. Pls, your changing. Come back to me.

P.s : sorry peeps.

PPS : ALL THE LAUGHTER AND JUMPING AROUND IS FAKE. IM FORCED TO FAKE A SMILE EVERY MORNING ..