Under pressure.

Im so stressed right now. My parents arent like accepting the way i am. They want and they are demanding more then i can give. Its not like im ms brainy that can pefrom so well . I mean, its not esay for me but im trying . To them its like im wasting my time. WHY ? Dont they know that the amount of pressure they are pressing on me is so painful that when i go in the exam hall half of my mind will be like "if i dont do well, im so dead. What happens if i dont score?" And the other half will be focusing on the paper. I talked things out with prissy. Shes going through the same. The only way is just to talk to them, but im afraid things get mixed up. I dont have an elder bro to support me. Im standing here today alone. I really wish you were here. I dont know who to turn to now.

Things in school are like so crappy. I just feel like breaking down and like killing myself. Everything is going back to the square one. I just feel like being a loner right now. Life without friends would be better i suppose, besides it makes no diff to me. Haih. Today the friends are coming over. I hope everything turns out well. I dont want another drama to happen. Im just wanting them to make me happy =) thats all im asking for. I guess right now, im just loosing everything. Great. What a life?


Sad,
Priyanka.